Real Life...

Is feeling like Lord I just don't care. My life feels like short burst of happiness. But I want happiness all the time. Lord I feel soo lost, I can't see the future in front of me. This scares me. What has become of me? The only thing that can suppress my depression is this sweet smelling weed, it's a release, but I'm NOT free! Please change the air that I breath, I need a new hora to survive. Lord please cure me. I am your child, I need help, I need guidance.

Please don't forget me...