More Relationship iiSUES...

I feel that my bi-ness is getting in the way of my relationship with my bf. And I admit it it kinda hurts. I want and have him,, but I think he is getting the hunch that I want more than him. Which is kinda true but I don’t carry out my cheating actions. Now I feel horrible that he thinks about moving on. Damn. It’s like I’m torn between randam meaningless girls that I just want to fuck and him. This is like one of those moments I wish that I was straight. <--yeah that sounds like I’m hating who I am but I’m not! I just want to be true to him more than physically but more mentally which is the problem to start with. This shit is depressing.