Broken fate, Broken dreams….Emotions

I’m not really big with words so it’s kind of hard for me to explain how I feel right now. I feel a bit distressed and loss with no way out. Like a rat trapped in a cage thinking of the better days that I have had not feeling this way that I do. Wassup? Why am I ever satisfied? Is it because I settle for less? Is it because I know greatness is about to come? What ever it is I hope it gets fixed or comes forth. I hate feeling this way…. I feel that I wake up with another day another problem. Nothing to look forward to. Boyfriend yes. But I still feel alone. Yes I do know lots of people but do we click..? No. I rather be a loner than be with them. At least im happier. With no motive of getting up equal laziness. Laziness equals no money no joy. What a horrible sin. Ugh. Someone help me help me. I’m getting and going nowhere fast.