Untittled

I know I’ve been saying for a long time now that “I can’t wait until I am 18”, or “I can’t wait until I get to college” or “I can’t wait to disconnect myself from the people that causes me unnecessary stress and pain.” But really will I be happy then? I’m hoping with me disconnecting myself from people that causes me stress (which is the main reason I feel the way I feel) I will gain success… I’m hoping. I mean it’s only logical. Right? I feel like if I can have total control over the issue or my life; then I will be happy. Because all the fault would, will be on me. I know it sounds like I’m blaming people for making me feel the way I feel. But I’m not; I’m just at this standstill of realizing I’m T H I S close to making my own decisions. I just want to make the right ones.

-Things to say are easier to write down then to say. Let’s express ourselves by writing.