Fuckin' JOY KILLz (can't stand them)

man.. I'm like 50% happy.

My grades are exceptionally well, but when it comes down to the sadness of it all; it just kills my joy repeatedly , over, and over again. I hate this feeling. I thought doing what makes me happy, would make me happier. It made me more successful and less stressed. But now I see that I'm depressed. I got to get away from these people. These People are my joy kill. I just wanna be happy and live. I've changed the things to make me more successful, now I have to change where I live so I can be... distressful.....(PEACE)