Why..?

I'm having issues like always. It feels like I'm searching for something (of course I know that something) and I find something similar to it but it does not satisfy me. And I'm the type of person that wants things to be right when it's happening to me or when I want it to be special...... Mhm.. Yeah emptiness is all I'm trying say. Don't like it... Trinna fight it and just cope with what I have. :-/