Don't Judge me...

My Spring Break for me started on Tuesday.

It all began with me coming to school to drop off an assignment. Then i left school (skipping for the 1st time!!!) I mean more than half the school was there anyways so why would i stay...? But I had plans. Me and 3 of my friends went to CVS for our meeting place. 1st plan for skipping was to buy some condoms which was Trojan Deluxe Pack 14 in a box! (ahhh yes i will use those...I hope) Then we walked to the park to chill for a bit until one of my friends parents went to work. By that time i looked at my watch and it was 8:55 so i had to go. But my friends where trinna make me stay so we could smoke...(canabis..Lmao!) but i was like NO! this will be my first time smoking and i don't wanna be fucked up walking around the streets like some junkie high as hell. So we parted our ways....

....Must I add When I left that's when they got caught by an administrator and one of my friends parents. They had to go back to school and my friends phone is taken away... dang i was lucky.....

So I started walking and strategies which would be the best way to get to my friends house so we could smoke which was the 2ND plan for skipping. So I started walking to the movies, then i cut through some woods. Which was hella creepy. So I was like i hope i don't get abducted by some weird ass person that like pretty black girls... any ways i was walking through the woods i saw this path way i started fowling it and then i ended up right where i wanted to be!! By the library. That walk took 20 min's then another 10 min's to get to my friends house.

On the way to his house It was this Hispanic man in this tuck he looked like he was around 25 or so. So he's like hey you wanna ride :D. Im like no Im gud. But thanks for asking. And i hurried up and got across that street lol.

Then i reached my friends house around 9:30. Im like knocking on the door for like 5 min's and i don't have a cell phone so i couldn't call him. So i Started throwing rocks at his window. Then he came down stairs to open the door. He was fresh out the shower so i understand why he didn't hear the door.

So after he had some clothes on we got the cannabis out and started smoking.
At first i didn't feel anything but then after 3 min's i started trippin like Hell.
I was sitting on the couch and i was tring to lean forward but my head was heavy (yes that sounds hilarious but it really did) so my head kept going back into the couch. Then my friend is like get it together!! I was like My head is heavy and he started laughing at me. So i went to the kitchen where he was and my legs where hurting after all that walking. So sat on the counter. Then for some reason i stud up on the counter. And im looking at the stuff thats on top of his cabinets and i say "hey why are you guys hiding Heineken's and Budweiser's and sprite and Coke cola?"
Then he's like what are you talking about get down thats dangerous. So some how he carries me to the couch. And Im trinna explain to him how i feel (as in the high) So im like It feels like this force field is going in and out my body and my muscles are contracting everywhere. Then im like do you feel the same? He's like NO! lol i control my high.

After that we smoked some more cannabis this was called dirt. And it was great and I wasn't as crazy i was normal with a delay. So by that time it was like 12 something and my friend was talking to his girlfriend and for some reason she didn't sound cute..idk but she is...anyways she trinna come over so i was like lets meet her so i can get my 3rd plan of skipping out of the way (go to the Boyfriends house) so we started walking and she picked us up and dropped me off at his house.

At this point im a lil bit high but its controlled.
I ring the door bell. And my bf's dad was looking confused to why i was there. So apparently my boyfriend forgot that i was coming over. But it was all gud. I wasn't mad or pissed. So he was like Hey baby whats wrong? (<--concerned) I was like nothing Im fine. So he was like okay. Lets watch a movie. Cool.
So we sat there and was watching inkheart. Which was really good (even though i kinda don't remember)...

So i told him i was high. And he got mad like seriously mad. Im like chill. We talked about me smoking before and you said you dnt have problem with it. So he was like yeah but not being high at my house! So im like just chill your dad didn't even notice that something was up and Im not acing stupid so just chill. So he's all like we will talk about this later. So im like w/e ok.
We continued watching the movie.kuddling.making out all that good stuff.... So now im pretty much in the dog house and I tried talking to him about it later on that day. But he was pretty pissed and now it's Thursday !! and im kinda scared to call him i have a feeling he might break up with me... :'C

Ah im such an idiot!

Im fucking up!