The Softest Lips…Part One

I don’t know what I am getting into.
Even though I have a boyfriend I feel like I’m missing out on things I truly want to do.
This sounds fucked up but I really don’t want to break up with him for any other person and that is my word. But I have realized that I will step out on him to get what I want and still remain with him. Sounds crazy I know and dishonest. It’s just that my mind and body is drawing me to her. Plus it doesn’t help that she is feeling me back. People if you only knew what she does to me she would have you going too (basically she can get it). I am contemplating my decision and I will make a part two of what I am going to do. Until then stay tuned.