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Like the one thing that makes me happy I don't even have it anymore. It's crazy when you just feel like you and a person would be soo right for you and they dont want to go that far. Its more to the staory than what im typing but I just dont have the time type it. But damn when it's soo bad that you can't even hang out with them because the person likes you. It's like they are putting me on punnishment or something. The joy is gone and maybe even lost if i can't see her. I only can now just guess of how it would of been. Damn.... Really Thats that slay.... lol... literally. I had to put a joke in there somewhere bc im just too torn up. Damn...