2nd Best

So i like this girl alot but we are just talking for now. We talk about almost everything and today she was talking about how she still has feelings over her ex and she can't get over her, you know stuff like that. Which im not bothered by at all. It's just the thing that gets me wondering do I over analyses the future with me in her in it and not thinking about what she might want. I think im being a bit selfish me wanting her to myself and not realizing what she wants. I feel like she is living in the now moment which i am too but hers is different. Im a possibility to her. To me she is a for sure thing. In this now moment she wants to fill her emptiness with someone else. Like a fast love when I can be her a ever lasting love. I want to be that someone else! Not just a second best or a possibility.

But only time can tell what will and will not happen. I just hope its in my favor.



-2nd Best