Some Music I Found

16 Bit - In The Death Car

This is funny..

So im at this roller skating place and i see this girl skate really well so i wanted to know if she could teach me to skate soo i went up to her and i was like "can you teach me how to skate backwards"?

And she's like "Im not GAY"

and she skated away. Im saying to myself well damn what gave you the impression that im gay or like girls?? (which btw im bi) Mabey i was unaware that i was looking at her ass. Idk? 

i just thought this was funny

So it's funny how someone that broke up with you and you moved on to a new and semi-better thing. All of a sudden they realize that you are the one they were supposed to be with. And you where trying to get that through there head the whole time when they where trying yo break up with you. And now two months later you want to tell them your feelings for them when its too late they have moved on. The person they are with now might have some problems that the other might not agree with but they are still together because they are going to make it work because their is no real problem. 

and thats why im still with him no matter what my ex says i will try to always be with him my bf is a God sent gift for me and i really believe that. I mean this guy is wonderful!

The thing I truly HATE the most!

I truly hate is not having money to buy what you want! Especially when you are supposed to be shopping. Or you are waiting on money to come to you and that shit never seems to come to you when you really need it. Can you say frustrating!! Omg!. I promise myself when I become an adult my MONEY will ALWAYS be straight!! Cuz thats the worst feeling ever when your money ain't right!!

Dreams get me thinking..

So theirs this girl... And obviously I like her.  I dream about her. I don't even dream about my own  boyfriend. So yeah this is serious. So I had a dream that I cheated on my boyfriend with her. But this is a dream right so why am I so worried about this? May be its because she's fucking hott and i really want to be with a girl like her. But really what I'm really afraid of is messing up a good thing which is my boyfriend. So I just can not let that dream come true even though I do want to get with her.

Help me understand

Okay. Since I'm with my dream guy; that is purest of all pure type of guy. Now all I want to do is have sex. Like really what is wrong with me?? 

Help me understand!

Not mature enough

Firstly Have found that guy I have been dreaming of . He is loving, caring, not a horn ball he is that type of guy you can see yourself forever with but just not now. I want to fuck and leave, smoke and be free, drink and be marry. I feel that I'm not suitable for him. Mabey I have found him just a little bit too soon in my life.  Sure he is an awesome guy but I want that kind of relationship when I'm mature enough to appreciate it.

Can anyone fill me on this?

All this relationship mess..

Okay I do understand I can date whom ever I would like to. It's just that I just want to have fun and be me period. I've met this EXTREMELY nice guy that i think is PERFECT for me, but right now my mind set isn't just yet right for him I personally think. Mabey I will be ready to get with him when i have all my stuff right but just not right now. Anyways thats all I have to say about that.